I realize more and more 'to have largely abandoned my blog, not only because time is always short, we know we are all super busy, and not because I no longer' ideas continued ... cooking course, and above all new things made by all the network blogs that I follow closely for centuries without commenting pero 'excuse me ... mea culpa!
but most of all I realize I'm 'very nearly to overcome a bad long-term, where I have to admit that I really almost lost for a moment .... I'm lost !
Lost in the various anxieties, lost in my long long arguments one way, lost behind the thousand little problems of life ...
's really strange to think that when it passes, everything seems less difficult than you've experienced, everything!
There are things, experiences and situations that you're living in while you seem hallucinatory insurmountable, the huge rocks, then as if by magic or some solution for sudden, everything goes by and you remember some but was not so bad ....
In my life many things have gone well, many of the more foolish ... the most difficult of the most beautiful ...
when I got pregnant for the second time (and my puppy was only 7 months) I wanted with my whole being, and although it was tough, so tough because I only had the help of my husband, I knew that I would spend difficult moments, but then after a period I remember with a smile and I often find myself saying to my husband, but you realize that three years have passed ???!!!!
As you smile and get excited for a little word of your puppies ... sometimes they make you put everything in an instant!
But then I think of mornings where I did not know as the minutes pass, and arrive in the evening it seemed impossible to me that staying for over an hour at home I always weighed, as if I can not breathe the air ... now I take it once a week (excluding on trips to work and go shopping ... spending santa!)
But then not even imagine what it is and we must emphasize that in general we always go to three thousand, being able to do everything, be able to have it all, there is no time to lose no time to think because everything runs all run .... and we travel in life at work and affections: that I can that I love so much my parents and my brother I never find time to have some quality time with them? possible to see a friend who has some kind of extraordinary event I have to wait and meet the commitments it seems slotting impossibilia!?
E 'then that can have a chat with the beloved husband must wait until the pup put to sleep, and hope that sleep does not take the better of me (which almost always happens!)?
So we run we run and then when you stop to think about it, here it is the 'anxiety .... but what the hell is it? But it happens to everyone?
I still know 'tough and once put things behind us smile over ... and now I'm here to smile at that moment.
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